whateveryousaydarlin asked: i found your blog by typing my name into google images :')

That’s so weird lol never thought i’d come up on a google search >

Wish I wasn’t so loyal. To think, I had chances of being with other people but declined them because I thought ‘oh no, he wouldn’t do that. And I wouldn’t like it done to me.’ FUCK being nice. FUCK being loyal. FUCK everything. I give up on everyone. You expect someone to be something and they turn out to be the same as the rest. Great.

Actually so upset. Miss this guy so much :/ what the fuck like! I wish I was heartless and just didn’t care. But I do, and to him that’s worse :/ can’t win! With my ex, I was too heartless, with him I’m too intense :(

It’s times like this I wish I hadn’t lost my best friend :/ I need him in times like this. All week I’ve been feeling like this. I just need someone who is exactly like him and I’ll be fine :/ someone cheer me up, please! :(